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God's Glory

Monday, December 20

Thank You, Oswald


I love reminders.  Not the nagging kind; I like the Post-It note style reminders, the ones that jog a knowledge or stirring of something you intended to act upon but yet again failed to execute.  I am continually humbled by the realization that I am a ridiculously slow learner and that I have an immeasurably patient God.  For that, I am am thankful.

January 18th's "My Utmost for His Highest" lesson, Taught by God and Shared by Oswald Chambers


"Test of Faithfulness"


"We know that all things work together for good to those who love God." -Romans 8:28


"It is only a faithful person who truly believes that God sovereignly controls his circumstances.  We take our circumstances for granted, saying God is in control, but not really believing it.  We act as if the things that happen were completely controlled by people.  To be faithful in every circumstance means that we have only one loyalty, or object of our faith--the Lord Jesus Christ.  God may cause our circumstances to suddenly fall apart, which may bring the realization of our unfaithfulness to Him for not recognizing that He had ordained the situation.  We never saw what He was trying to accomplish, and that exact event will never be repeated in our life.  This is where the test of our faithfulness comes.  If we will just learn to worship God even during the difficult circumstances, He will change them for the better very quickly if He so chooses. 


Being faithful to Jesus Christ is the most difficult thing we try to do today.  We will be faithful to our work, to serving others or to anything else; just don't ask us to be faithful to Jesus Christ.  Many Christians become very impatient when we talk about faithfulness to Jesus.  Our Lord is dethroned more deliberately by Christian workers than by the world.  We treat God as if He were a machine designed only to bless us, and we think of Jesus as just another one of the workers. 


The goal of faithfulness is not that we will do work for God, but that he will be free to do His work through us.  God calls us to His service and places tremendous responsibilities on us.  He expects no complaining on our part and offers no explanation on His part.  God wants to use us as He used His own Son."


This was my devo time last night before I went to bed, what a way to end the day.  It followed perfectly with all that we were learning/discussing in our small group.  Everything hinges on our faith.  We just have faith and be faithful to Christ in order for EVERYTHING else to work.  Yet, that faithfulness is SOOOO difficult sometimes.  I can MEASURE how faithful I being to my work by the physical, visible things I see around me.  I can MEASURE how faithful I am to serving others by their response and the fuzzy feeling on the inside.  How do you measure a faithfulness to Jesus?  Sure there are fruits, and knowledge is gained and I can "see" the spiritual things he is doing sometimes, but so much of the time that faith is wholly in the unseen.  Sigh.   Still learning faithfulness.  Yes, I still need lots of sticky-note reminders and so much patience.   I want this faithfulness that Oswald is talking about.  It may be years of growth ahead....but the seed must be planted somewhere.   

Saturday, December 18

A "Glimpse" of PASSION


This is the "Glimpse" video of PASSION 2010.   Enjoy and be blessed!




I do not own the rights to this video.  They belong to 268Generation the founder of Passion conferences.  I have intended no copyright infringement.  

Ready to Explode!!!


O, the JOY in my veins.....I can taste it!!!   It has been a roller-coaster two weeks and it seems incomprehensible that so much could happen in such a short time.

Now let's see.....to recap:
I spent all of LAST week (literally 4th to the 11th) sick with a miserable gastric bug.  I've never had anything like that in my LIFE!!  I lost 10+lbs that week alone and could eat literally nothing.  :(   I couldn't miss class because I have a fantastic teacher who decided to have 4 finals in his class instead of one.  WooHoo!!  The whole ordeal left me weak enough that I couldn't walk and talk at the same time because it winded me. :(  Thankfully that is now behind me and I feel great! :)  Thank you to allllll my great friends who took care of me and were patient with me in that time frame!

Our small group fellowship has had some increased interest and we are growing!  YAY!!  Slowly, yes, but growth none the less!  I've been so blessed!  It makes me wicked excited to see what is to come in the following semester!  God is just showing up and filling my life!  Honestly, there are no words to describe it!

I don't know if I had mentioned in an earlier post or not but I had really been hoping to be able to attend PASSION 2010 this January (1st through 4th) but my finances have taken a beating the past 6 months and there was no physical way I could afford the $600 it would take for travel, lodging, ticket and food.  I finally came to peace with that and just decided to try again next year.   On the 4th one of the students came running into my apartment (it is usually like Grand Central Station in here!  haha)  with news that one of the colleges I'm attending was offering the whole thing to students for $150 because their Student Senate was covering a big chunk of the cost!  I my word!!!!!!   I almost cried!  How incredible is that!?!?!?!?!?!?    I am now registered and will be attending PASSION 2011!!!!!   AHHHHHHHHHHHH!  

I cannot explain to you what it is like to know that I'm going!!   Honestly it is just mind blowing!!   God is just incredible!   I don't know how I can possibly forget that so easily, but I do.  Last year's conference was such an incredible blessing and helped my spiritual growth by leaps and bounds.  I've been riding that wave of excitement now for about 3 days since I found out I really was going.   I wish I could take every 18-25 year old I know but most of them, like me, are broke and can't afford to go.

One of my best friends arrives tonight!   I haven't seen him since June and hadn't expected to see him for up to 5 years, but he was able to get a quick leave and came to visit some friends and family before he is gone for a while!  I'm sooo excited!

I am so blessed, it blows my mind.

Why me?

I don't know.

Wednesday, December 1

And it makes me want to-- SHOUT!

Throw my hands up and--SHOUT!

Yeah.  

Things that make me want to scream:

In Frustration:
* Uncooperative Christmas Lights
* People who pull RIGHT out in front of you and drive 5 MPH on bare roads OR 11MPH in a 35 on bare roads.....
* Problems on tests that I made stupid mistakes on......all because my brain was fried from 3 Exams and 2 projects in 36 hours. 
* Stepping in puddles that make my socks wet.
* Not being able to figure out why my car (loaner) is stalling randomly while idling.
* Not being able to find a car to buy in my budget.


In Ecstasy:
* Laughing with Friends
* Good music
* Driving on empty roads (vroomvroom =P)
* Family (usually)
* When Stats finally click
* When I actually paint a half decent watercolor